Skip to main content

Running Blind...

Can't find the answers
I've been crawling on my knees
Looking for anything
To keep me from drowning
Promises have been turned to lies
Can't even be honest inside
Now I'm running backward
Watching my life wave me goodbye

Running blind
I'm running blind
Somebody help me see I'm running blind

Searching for nothing
Wondering if I'll change
I'm trying everything
But everything still stays the same
I thought if I showed you I could fly
Wouldn't need anyone by my side
Now I'm running backward
With broken wings I know I'll die

Running blind
I'm running blind
Somebody help me see I'm running blind

Song by Godsmack

Am I desp?
I will be lying if I said no...
I don't care about myself...but wondering what's in store for the two poor souls who trust and believe me fanatically.
Was IRMA a last straw?
Probably yes...For a smoother road to life it was my last shot.
I could sense this coming...just had that wind of rejection hitting me today which left me morose through the day.
Not much to say now.
The beliefs I had instilled myself with are now shaken from their foundations. When you build a big palace and the foundation starts sinking everything turns to rubbles.
Bracing my self for cleaning up those rubbles.

Comments

  1. danya3/09/2006 11:31:00 PM

    naru da...i know u ll b desp...but da regain ur courage...the courage to face anythng...its u who is always a motivation for me to b bold...somthng better is waiting for u da..atlst consider urself lukcy da...one among 2 guys int eh coll to attend mba interview...

    ReplyDelete
  2. പാപ്പാന്‍‌/mahout3/10/2006 02:09:00 AM

    Pull yourself up, man. It never is as bad as you think... Trust me on this.
    (BTW, are you from CET/CS&E?)

    ReplyDelete
  3. Anonymous3/10/2006 09:02:00 AM

    Hugs!
    :-)

    ReplyDelete
  4. Arti Honrao3/10/2006 11:41:00 AM

    Hey C'mon... IRMA was not the last straw :|
    I can understand the feeling of dejection u r going thru now, but u need to stand up straight and keep eyes open for the opportunities that lie ahead...
    Trust me, I know u hv a bright future

    >:D<
    Cheer up and hold ur head straight on ur shoulders

    God Bless You
    Arti

    ReplyDelete
  5. nryn3/11/2006 10:15:00 PM

    @danya: A reversal of roles!!!
    I was educating you the other night and now you got the chance!
    Nowadays god has a computer instaled I think. Speedy Delivery! :P

    @mahout: Thanks for ur words! I think it will work out for the best!

    @divya: *hug back* thanks!

    @neetika: Thanks! And this is song by Godsmack and not by me. But i can write better ones :P

    @arti: *smiles bright* As bright as this? :P

    ReplyDelete
  6. nryn3/11/2006 10:16:00 PM

    @mahout: I am from CET with an extra M!
    Mohandas College of Engg and Tech and Iam in CSE.

    ReplyDelete
  7. another illusion3/12/2006 12:53:00 AM

    dont ever give up hope!
    :)

    ReplyDelete
  8. Praveen3/14/2006 08:18:00 PM

    hey rockus....
    be optimistic yaar....IRMA poyaaal enthaaa....for a guy like you nothing's impossiblee....
    am sure u'll go placess...

    ReplyDelete
  9. nryn3/14/2006 10:42:00 PM

    @illusion: Hopes and dreams are driving me...to what i dont really know...

    @praveen : thanks man! i sure wish i would go some places!

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

A random tag...

I got this from Divyas's blog ...liked it..so thought I would do it... 1. Were you named after anyone? Yeah. My paternal Grandpappy! 2. Do you wish on stars? Sometimes... 3. When did you last cry? Not bawling? Today while watching Keerthichakra, I had tears in my eyes...I am a rather sensitive guy :D... and this may sound corny...India makes me tick... 4. Do you like your handwriting? I like it. Others don't! :D To be frank I wish it was readable. 5. What is your favourite meat? Hmmm...does Prawns count as meat? Else I have to go for Chicken... 6. What is your most embarrassing CD on your shelf? :D Setup Sarala...No need to explain! :P 7. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? Depends on the meeting! 8. Are you a daredevil ? You can dare me in somethings like standing up against teachers :D but not any stupid stunts! 9. How do you release anger? Swear...headbang to music...have a cigarette... 10. Where is your second home? My ancestral home I guess... 11. Do...
8 comments
Read more

If tomorrow was today, today would be yesterday...

One of my favourite songs by The Beatles. Pressure is in an all time high with stuff piling up left, right, and center. These are the times where you long for a better yesterday than a better tomorrow. If tomorrow was today, today would be yesterday, But I long for my yesterday, Your yesterday, And our yesterday. I hope there is yet another day, Will it be any good like yesterday? P.S: These words are mine, song lyrics is there in the song itself. Trivia: Paul McCartney had a dream in which he heard the tune and he immediately composed the music. He didn't have any lyric and used to sing "Scrambled Eggs" instead of "Yesterday" while composing the song,
Post a Comment
Read more

A Party...

Just came home after a party. A housewarming party. A horrible experience to say the least. Me and my parents went there just after me and mommy had a very uncomfortable talk. Looks like I have to be really careful... So was not in the best of moods. I usually hate these kind of parties when I have no company. My cousin is out of station so one is crossed of a precariously small list. When we reached there were lot of familiar faces. FIxed up a cheshire cat smile on my face and lit it up any time I saw anybody looking at me. Woman: Do you know me sonny? Me: *cheshire cat* (Who are you?) Woman: Don't know? You *blah blah* Me: *cheshire cat reloaded* (errr, I have no idea what you are talking about) Woman: Still no? Your mother *blah blah* Me: *cheshir cat revolution* (y do u bother?) Woman: Still u didnt get me? Me:NO! ( I really mean No!) Woman: Aha! You got me! Me: *smug smile replaces cheshire cat* (Did I?) Went upstairs...they were making food and the dining area...bad place to...
4 comments
Read more