Rambling

What to write?
Its still a dark night...
Not just outside
My heart from inside...

Dazed and Confused through my feelings
Want to be liberated from these dealings...
Thought I would do some post
But the mind wants none to host...

Withering myself to an agonising end
Oh I am so hell bent...
Like a rider in the storm
To burnt out or roam...

There is no paradise in sight
There is no great white light...
To save me from drowning
In my own self done downing...

A flicker of hope do remain
Driving me on to regain...
The lost paradise that I wanted
Imagine the time when I get landed...